Friday, September 21, 2007

The shakes.

I am officially wonder woman today! I had a huge list in which I accomplished most everything. New brakes: check. New shoes: check. (that wasn't on the list) Pay bills: check. Gym visit: check.

For some reason I'm feeling rather on edge... could it be the endless amounts of coffee that I insist on pouring down my gullet everyday? I'd like to think coffee is the one thing that keeps me level. One thing is certain; I am addicted. Sondra introduced me to a old song dedicated to the wondrous cup o' jo that I'm seriously thinking about making my theme song.

Tonite the party (if you call 3 people getting together a party) is happening at Inca Lanes. Gotta get my game on. Jeanna has taught me well and when I actually focus on the toss, good things do happen! Thankfully I've gotten over the fact that everyone gets a grand view of my rear-end...

I've found 3 day weekends to be a necessity for my over-worked mind. Unfortunately, they've also reminded me of how uneventful my life really is. I'm already antsy and it's only Friday evening. Clearly there is something lacking in my life. What I wouldn't give for some consistency and clarity. An overwhelming need to move on from this town has engulfed me yet I know that a move isn't the complete answer to internal struggles. Problems and uncertainty have a way of catching up with you even if you've jumped an ocean or two. I say an ocean because Hawaii seems quite lovely and worry free; a utopia of peace and tranquillity and sudden clarity. I have a feeling that in a place of such beauty potential for despair looms. For now I shall be content. I shall relax. I shall enjoy what I have.

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